It’s autumn, and the weather is awesome, and I can venture outside again, without gasping from the humidity. And because Kevin sleeps better when it’s cool in our room, I told him to leave the window open a few inches last night. And then we both slept like the dead … until he got up and shut the window early this morning. Continue reading
Have you ever compiled a playlist, and you’re adding songs, going “OOOH, that’s a good one” and “OOOH, that one too!”, and before you know it you have over 200 tracks that are 30+ years old? Continue reading
I can’t decide whether I should just skip sleep, or seek help. I can’t seem to get my mother out of my dreams lately, and it’s really making me upset – and paranoid that the afterlife does indeed exist, and that she’s haunting me via my dreams. Continue reading
That’s what I just did when a gigantic spider just ran up my leg a little bit ago. But apparently not loud enough for the neighbors to come knocking. Aside from the sore throat I already have, which I just made worse with my shrieking, I also messed up my leg when I was trying to shake the hairy demon from my leg before it reached my shirt, which is un-tucked, which means it would’ve made it up under my shirt, and that would’ve meant my instantaneous death.
Now, I can’t find the beast, and I’m getting ready to mint/tea tree oil the hell out of my entire house. And Kevin lied to me about the size of the spider. This is a lot bigger than a damn quarter … unless this is a different spider, in which case I’m moving out until the snow flies.
Time to head to the store for some insect bombs … and a large bottle of tequila.
It’s getting old, and it’s reinforcing all of my shortcomings, guilt, and insecurities. The past just doesn’t know how to stay in the past – and out of my subconscious. Continue reading