That’s the word a psychologist would probably use to describe all of these repeat dreams.  They’re definitely manifestations – of homesickness and lingering grief.  If we ever have to move again, it had better be back to Western New York.  Otherwise it might mean the complete end of what tiny shred of my sanity is left.

The following is why I don’t like deep sleep.  Light sleep dreams are usually just strange.  Deep sleep dreams bring out my deepest sorrows for some reason, and it’s unfortunate that I made the decision to take a mild sedative last night. Continue reading